Cian Ducrot says it “Hurt So Bad”
Cian Ducrot’s recent tracks “Anyone But Her” and “Fucked Up All The Time” have made a compelling case for the young singer-songwriter being on the cusp of a big breakthrough. Between his skills as a classically-trained multi-instrumentalist, his gift for capturing emotionally engaging stories in his songs and almost 600,000 followers at TikTok, he’s firmly on the way up. Cian’s ascension continues today with the release of his new single “Hurt So Bad”.
While his recent singles have delved into personal experiences that are both real and immensely relatable, “Hurt So Bad” addresses a situation that requires an even deeper level of sympathy and judgement. The song was written about a friend of who suffered a miscarriage, as well as the subsequent outpouring of grief and the impact that it had on a relationship. The story is key to the song, which is gracefully supported by Cian’s delicate falsetto, understated beats and soothing vocal harmonies. And amidst the turmoil, the final verse offers support for the challenges that lie ahead.
Cian says, “I wrote ‘Hurt So Bad’ when my friend shared a really personal story about having a misscariage when she was 19. The story broke my heart, especially as I had a family member experience the same thing. I tried to tell the story in her words and express it for her. It was really moving for us both”.
Cian’s fothcoming “Started In College” (mixtape) will be in two volumes featuring a total of ten tracks including Cian’s three recent singles. Other new tracks include “Somebody Else” which tells the story of love and loss of a friendship, with Cian pushing his vocal to the full extent of its power. The demo vocals were recorded over a year ago and Cian decided to keep them in the final edit for the authenticity of the track and to maintain the time-capsule of the song.
Volume 2 is a compilation of tracks Cian released between 2018 and 2019. Volume 1 to Volume 2 shows the journey Cian has been on musically and personally, discovering his own unique sound in writing and production. Volume 2’s opening track “Aftertaste” marks the true beginning of this new phase in his life, as the first track he ever released and the moment Cian realised he can do anything following this. Cian explains, “This mixtape is a time capsule of the last two years of my life from the first release of aftertaste from my college bedroom to dropping out and getting to where I am now. It closes the chapter of my 20-22 years and it will forever capture all the moments, experiences, relationships, rooms and apartments I lived in while making music and balancing the crazy London life and uni life. It’s a really special project for me and will be a capsule of “the start”.
Raised in Cork and now based in London, Cian’s journey to where he is today is also a remarkable tale. It has taken him from busking in his teens to earning a scholarship to the Royal Academy of Music, and then dropping out to hone his craft under the guidance of Shawn Mendes’ pianist Eddy Ruyter. His burgeoning solo career is informed by two traits which seem simple but are deceptively challenging to master: captivating melodies and stories that get to the beating heart of their subject matter.